Tearing My House Down
Then they can train the younger women to love their husbands and children, to be self-controlled and pure, to be busy at home, to be kind, and to be subject to their husbands, so that no one will malign the word of God. Titus 2:4,5
I had such a lovely time reading Martha's Blog. She is so down to earth and it was so refreshing to spend a few minutes reading through her entries.
Lately I have just been feeling so uninspired to write anything. When I have a few moments to blog my mind just goes blank. Throughout the day I may have a moment when I have thoughts to blog on, but it happens when I am right in the middle of doing something with my children like school. Or when I am preparing dinner. I can't just stop and blog so I forget, sigh. So this has been a dry spell for me.
I made this past weekend a notebook to manage our family's finances better. I took and old Trapper Keeper notebook, you know the kind that has folders and velcros closed. In my notebook I have a pencil pouch with my checkbooks, address labels and pens/pencils. Next I have forms that I designed to write in my monthly bills, this way I know exactly what needs to be paid each month and I don't forget anything. I start a new sheet each month. After those forms is a folder where I can put the bills that need to be paid. Next is another folder of a different color that has the forms I designed for my accounts. Each form has a column for the checking account and then 8 budget columns. With these forms I can keep track of each budget category on one sheet. Next I have a folder with forms for keeping track of debt balances. For us this means the mortgage balance. And finally I have a folder to put paid bills in until I file them. In the back of the binder I have a pad of paper for jotting notes and I have many notes written down to keep us on track, lol!
This weekend I spent some time fiddling around with my sidebar. I added a link to the current book I am reading (just beginning it, I am so excited). And I added a section with links to daily bible readings. These correspond the the read through the year schedule that I am using. I has come from my Motivated Mom's planner that I have been trying. I like the planner a lot, although I don't print out the pages and use them as is, I write in the chores to my current system.
Sometimes my children bounce off the walls. They aren't really behaving badly, they are just being energetic children. But it irritates me. I get crabby and frustrated and try to make them STOP. Basically what I want them to do is be little adults. Hello, they aren't. So as they were doing their evening ritual of playing loudly and having a good time I sat and pondered why it drives me nuts. This is what I came up with:
So thinking about this I see it really is a problem within myself of my own selfishness. Now I do think that there is a time and a place to be wild and have fun. But if the only reasons I have for them not doing so at a certain time is because of ME than I need to keep my mouth closed and let them be children for as long as they can. Life will make them tired, old and cranky soon enough. For now they can be free.
Tonight I was working at my computer printing out some things and my Miss Brook came over and asked me (by pointing) for some paper. I didn't want to give her any as I am almost out so I searched for something else for her. She saw a 3 prong folder and wanted it, so I gave it to her. Now Miss Brook is smart, she remembered that a couple months ago I put some paper in those types of folders, so she started gesturing towards the paper again. I thought it was so cute that I went ahead and punched some paper and put it into the folder for her. She was so happy with her "coloring" book. Honestly I was surprised that she remembered what those folders were for. Because she is a slow talker (due to being tongue-tied) I forget just how smart she is. Oh and even though she just turned 2 at the end of August, she is now drawing circular and triangular shapes and then she puts lines coming out of them. She has already moved past just scribbling. Can you tell I am a proud Mama?
Today I have been trying to get my school room in order. This room has become the dump room and now it seems impossible to get the "dump" out of it. Each time I pick up an item and try to find a home for it, I can't find one single spot to put it. So I just start a new pile for whatever it happens to be. This is getting old. But I have to keep trying even though I don't want to. I just keep going and hope that eventually I will figure out what to do with the junk or get frustrated enough to throw it out.
Over the next weeks I am going to check out other blogs and post my thoughts about some here so others can enjoy some of the other great blogs out there. I was browsing through me blog list this morning, and saw some really great ones. So I am going to focus on one at a time and share how each on has touched me.
I removed word verification from comments, because I had suspicions that it might be causing problems from a note from a reader of one of my other blogs. If it has caused problems for you would you mind leaving a comment to let me know?
I read Proverbs 28 today for my devotion time and these were my thoughts.